Thursday, October 28, 2004
got here at the ofc around 3pm and my eyes still hurt... sat down and dont want to get up anymore.. i still think longingly of my bed.. waah!!! zzZZZzz... i need caffeine! somehow A4 just doesnt work... dont know if its psychological or what, but a cup of Seattle's always makes me hyper.. ryt Toni? :) and how am i supposed to go home at 12mn?!?! hehe.. o well.. here's looking forward to the day ahead..
Posted at 03:24 pm by rhoda
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
there was this moment... 30 seconds or so... was on my own waiting looking out the window.. looking at his back... and the feeling just hit me... real and strong... like having the wind knocked out of you..
Posted at 08:17 am by rhoda
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
thank god its my friday night. i only have an hour left of work and still have 4 more sessions to go through. so tempted to look for the easy ones and ipasa na lang. haha! im trying to multitask.. thinking whether my things are ready when i get home.. whether my college barkada who slept over left a space for me on the bed.. can i still afford to take a nap and still have time left for a quick shower before dragging my sorry ass over to rfm.. and can i do OT so as not to pressure myself from finishing my work in an hour and just try to stay awake till 11:30am later.. o well i just said ill try..
hope mercy's still asleep so i can catch a few minutes of precious sleep.. and to think i missed a whole night's worth of drinking and chismisan at home. yeah everyone was there except me. poor old me slaving away while everyone's there. and im sure lui told the girls about me switching from being miserable to bitchy and back to miserable again the other night. haha! o well have a lot of catching up to do.. but first id like to get some sleep.. miss my bed more at the moment..
Posted at 06:27 am by rhoda
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
this is a love letter to a wonderful friend...
we held each other's hands
wiped each other's tears
been the one who never goes away
listens when no one else does
when i'm tired of hearing my own voice
she stands still and stays by my side
gives me a push when i'm too tired and lazy
goes crazy with me
and is even crazier herself
more so when she panics
about every little thing
smiles when i want to cry
twitches her nose for no reason at all
goes all red for drinking one glass of wine
and for everything - thank you
for being my right
for laughing w/ me at life's little miseries
for staying up till early dawn
when i couldnt stop myself from talking
for listening when i have everything to say
and even when i dont
for the little things i should have done but havent
for the unsaid words
for the stuff i wouldnt have gone through
if not for you
for simply being there
yes right i do miss you
and everyday is a small blessing
you've taught me that
i was walking along valero and felt the wind on my face. wind on my face = happy feeling. and i always remember you.. every little moment, every snapshot back in time. reminds me it was all worth it. though one question remains.. why that long?! baket?!? haha..
Posted at 08:02 am by rhoda
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Friday, October 15, 2004
every saturday i fall in love again and again and again.. and no im not cheating. hehe! i sooo so love the guy. but im not crazy about him in the same way everyone else is. im no fanatic. but yes! i have joined the throngs of girls who go gaga over the taiwanese screen idol. i love vic! and yes toni i will go with you when he comes over. lets stalk him! haha!
sad to say though the day ahead is hectic and ill miss another episode. places to go to. for lunch off to antipolo with pao. bday lunch with his high school friends. i cant remember the celebrant though but i know ive met him. and for dinner.. ??? dont know yet. going out to drink definitely. just hope i dont get lowbat. so off to bed now! catch some Zzz's. :)
Posted at 04:11 pm by rhoda
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Thursday, October 14, 2004
i only write when im sad or depressed or angry.. and when im happy the words just never come. and here i am. nothing to tell you about really. i wanted to keep this secret. like that's even possible. harhar! i dont even know my way around. and the person i dont want to see my blog is the same one who's helping me out. hehe! dont get me wrong. ive nothing to hide. its just that writing has always been my own way of going away. and im not comfortable with the thought of letting someone in. its like having them see me without my clothes on. and its not a happy thought. haha. but what the hell.. i write for me and me alone... hush..
Posted at 07:41 pm by rhoda
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